I am "okay". Magically started feeling better about a month ago, and have been working steadily on my PhD research ever since - but I am still
buried up to my eyebrows in work and sinking.
I have a deadline of 6th July
for my next report due in to the Graduate Committee, with ideally about 3 months of work to do between now and then. It's okay - I've discussed the situation with my supervisors and we've worked out what I need
to do rather than what it would be nice
to do, and got that 3 months down to what's possible in a few weeks, but nonetheless I am busy and barely coping.
Also, to make things worse, we have tickets to see Adrenaline Mob
on 5th July, meaning that I actually need to get the report almost-completely-finished a day early
. I am not missing that gig! It was bad enough missing Steel Panther, Mötley Crüe & Def Leppard in December
, but they're all bands that I only "vaguely" like, playing in a big arena. I'm not
missing the mighty Mike Portnoy playing METAL in a tiny venue!
So I am being a "crap friend". People are posting about difficult things in their lives, and I've been reading livejournal but hardly commenting on anything - even when the other person desperately needs
comments! It's not that I don't care, it's that coherence is not happening awfully well. I need to find out again who is happy to receive blank comments (meaning "I have read this and am sorry that things are difficult for you right now, but I have no spoons for coherent thought"). Either that, or I need to get the copy-and-paste on my phone working better so I can paste that sentence in every time.
In other news, my birthday is mostly cancelled this year - due to the fact that I'll have to spend it working. I'm planning to be at BiFest
on Saturday briefly, probably from 2.30-5pm. Let me know if you're going. Also we've been planning to go to Whipsnade Zoo
(we need to see the bears. Bears are good for stress relief), and finally settled on Sunday June 24th. Let me know if you feel like coming along, especially if you have a car. It's possible
to get there by public transport, but not desirable. The bus from the nearest station is only every 2 hours on a Sunday, and is timed so that you miss it.
Anyway, I'm sorta falling asleep now, so I'll post this and go to bed. G'night :)