A lot of the discussion in the second period makes me even more aware that I have something that alternates between confusion and simple undefinedness about my gender identity, and that sometimes things which revolve heavily around gender identity either perplex or mildly distress me, as I don't feel like I fit into any real category well. I certainly would find it weird to have someone try to 'affirm my masculinity' in any obvious or stereotypical way, mostly because I'm not sure that I identify as masculine, even if I identify as male.