when I hate livejournal

Last post made private. Sorry for the crypticism. Got caught up in other people's lj drama and as a result was very very scared for the well-being of a friend. It transpires that they are, if not okay, at least still alive today. So deleting the post worrying about that seems like the best thing to do.

I hate drama. I especially hate the universe shitting all over good people who don't deserve it. And I hate being geographically too far removed from the situation to offer any help.

Also, blargh. Been fighting incipient depression since yesterday, and the horrible weird panicky dreams I had last night really didn't help. You know when your whole life is geared around a really exciting event, and then it happens, and you're back to real life again, with nothing to look forward to for many months? Yeah. That.