Just to put this into context.

Assuming that a) my gall bladder extraction gets done on the date scheduled, and b) that the removal is the end of my problems, by the time it gets done I'll have been ill for 3 1/2 months - IN WHICH TIME I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO EAT A SINGLE BAR OF CHOCOLATE!! I can have 4 chocolate buttons a day, and even that is pushing it some days :(

Now do you understand why I'm frustrated?

i will become the first person ever to die of gallstones

oh my fucking god, what the fuck have i done now? just drank some chocolate soy milk, and now burning agony. half-collapsed on the coffee tble - i can't actually move where the pain is so bad. trying not to puke.

Update (04:51:53): not actually dead, just feel it. Been very very very sick. Hopefully will sleep now.